in my head it's like hell
and i don't think i've got the will
in my head it's all pain
god please wash me with your rain
in my head it's all strange
i can't remember any names
in my head it's like hell
and yet you want me still
i hate this what i am
cuz what i am is wrong
i can never find it in myself to get a move on
i'm always leaving trails
and my cover ups fail
i'm impulsive and repulsive
god damn i hate myself
but
you
you want me still
in my head i play the sham
god relieve me of these dreams
i'm much less of a man
than i make out to be
and it all come down
to how i wear this frown
i've painted myself like a clown
you know
jack
the systems down
i hate this what i am
cuz what i am is wrong
i can never find it in myself to get a move on
i'm always leaving trails
and my cover ups fail
i'm impulsive and repulsive
god damn i hate myself
but
you
you want me still